Tori Spelling admits that her heart is broke. The former Beverly Hills 90210 actress that her husband Dean Mcdermott really did and says thats she was ‘blindsided’ when he checked himself into rehab back in January. This happened after he found out the hurtful news that he has cheated on her with twenty eight year old Emily Goodhand when he was on a trip to Canada in December. The 40-year-old actress told Us Weekly magazine:
”He was my soul-mate, but he completely broke my heart.”
She has four children, Liam, seven, Stella, five, Hattie, two, and twenty-month-old Finn with him and now is hurt because she had been getting some backlash why she hasn’t filed for divorce yet, and because she will talk about her relationship troubles on her upcoming reality series, ‘True Tori.’ She said:
”I feel so judges, but it’s not black and white.
”There are children involved. I need to try to figure this out. You don’t stop loving someone because they do something really bad to you.”
‘Chopped Canada’ host Dean confessed to having an affair after reports surfaced in the media.
”He didn’t want to get graphic. I didn’t want him to. We kept it to the facts. It wasn’t about feelings. I listened and made sure I didn’t show emotion. I didn’t cry. He didn’t cry. He sounded remorseful. He sounded like a husband who had gotten caught.”
At this time she hasn’t made a decision if she will stay with him. She said: ‘
‘If I can’t ever let my guard down again, then there can’t always be a relationship. I always said, ‘If he ever cheated on me I would be out of there!’ Whether I can ever trust him again. That’s the big question.
”But until I figure that out, I don’t want the kids to know any different.”